I dont know. Maybe it is or maybe it isnt. I have been disappointed way to many times to just move forward to find out if it was…anything really. But if its anything at all to do with me…its probably nothing. Thats what every boy in the world has made me to believe..that I am not worthed or good enough for anyone.
But why do I allow them to do this to me? I shouldnt let what they think get to me right?
I dont know..