Its been a while hasn’t it? I have been okay. Too many ups and down. Problem-wise?
Still facing the same shit everyday but its improving.
My question is , what do I do? I am trying so hard to understand the difference between something good that happened and something that I am selective of happening. Get me?
I feel like you want to talk to me. I feel like you are just purposely doing all this to get my attention. Yet, at the same time, I feel that I am slowly losing you. I am just drifting further and further away from you.
Not to mention , my jealousy. OH GOD. Its bad enough that I am jealous, its worst because I am not allowed to tell anyone about it because dear god, if anyone found out that I am jealous , they would probably hate me and call me childish.
Also, catching feelings again. Nope, not going down this road again.