Its 11:17AM on a Sunday. I’m here with nothing to do (okay, im just really lazy).
Lately, i feel disconnected from everything. I have this uneasy feeling that I carry with me everywhere I go. I don’t know where it came from or how it came about….but what I know is I feel like Im slowly moving further and further away from my feelings. If that makes any sense at all.
I miss you. I really miss you. I mentioned your name the other day unconsciously. I feel dumb for being so attached to something that was only 3 months old………………..but I cant help it.
I hate you for it.
I’m sorry I’m not making sense. Then again, nothing’s making sense to me lately.